It was at the six-week mark when the “new mom high” wore off and the immense worry set in. After having strictly fed my daughter breast milk, my supply reduced by more than half from one day to the next. Then suddenly I couldn’t produce milk at all. I worried I was turning out to be an unfit mother. Enter postpartum anxiety.

I really didn’t think it would be this hard to return to work, especially since I prayed for almost a year and went to great lengths to find the perfect nanny – someone that would make the transition seamless. But it’s not seamless. Not for me.

Watch part two of a three-part birth series where I get in depth about my first labor and delivery experience, how I "sped my labor up," whether I got the epidural or not, and LABORLAND – what is it?

Watch part one of a two-part birth series where I break down my entire pregnancy, from how we found out we were expecting, to how I felt every trimester physically and mentally, down to what shoes saved my super swollen feet. 

After 19.5 hours of labor, our tiny human is here. I can't believe I get to be her mom.

When we use crystals or stones in our self-care practices, vibrational healing ignites. So Sunday morning calls for a crystal belly meditation to calm both me and Baby Mewy from the inside out.

We walked into our baby shower and died. Not literally, but my make-up sure did because I cried possibly the entire evening. Details on our damn-near perfect day...and our HUGE announcement during our thank you speech. 

June 3, 2017 was the second greatest day of our lives. For more reasons than one. We have a pretty emotional af video to last us a lifetime of tears. Grab a tissue and watch it with us?