I really didn’t think it would be this hard to return to work, especially since I prayed for almost a year and went to great lengths to find the perfect nanny – someone that would make the transition seamless. But it’s not seamless. Not for me.

Watch part two of a three-part birth series where I get in depth about my first labor and delivery experience, how I "sped my labor up," whether I got the epidural or not, and LABORLAND – what is it?

Watch part one of a two-part birth series where I break down my entire pregnancy, from how we found out we were expecting, to how I felt every trimester physically and mentally, down to what shoes saved my super swollen feet.